she's not a tramp, her name is judy

This has been the best few days in a long time. for myself, it reclaims a confidence in existence, the reassurance that I'm going to be just fine. I'm looking forward to new things, new people, fuckin see ya dood. 

i think i'm losing my hearing, or maybe i just have a sinus infection. sometimes i worry that i am a hypochondriac. i keep finding things wrong with myself that are normal, and then next thing you know, i have a bug bite on a bruise and turns out it's leukemia. webMD has put me on the tracks son.

I had four cigarettes yesterday and two today. HA! this is easy.